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It’s been desperately long. Apparently I took a sabbatical from blogging. To get personal, it’s been a pretty rough couple months. Everything that could be difficult, has been difficult. Also, I’m a newly married person and I’m figuring out marriage and I’m figuring out life and myself and it’s mostly all good but it’s just SO MUCH to happen in the space of just a couple years.
For example. I just realized I am spoiled.
I mean, really. I am 24 years old and I just now realized this about myself. I truly had no idea. And I’m not ashamed or embarrassed, because now that I know I can start working on it. Mostly I am amused that I truly hadn’t a clue that I am spoiled little girl who expects to be treated like a princess. Wow. That’s a thing.
I’m excited, though, because while I feel like this is quite late to realize a thing like this, I am actually pretty young. I haven’t started a family yet; haven’t passed on these bad habits to my children. It’s kind of funny, really. It’s funny to reflect on myself and see this silly girl who thinks everyone should be like her daddy and give her everything. My daddy is my daddy, and it’s cool if he does that (which he does, because he’s a pretty cool and nice dad), but I really shouldn’t be expecting everyone else (including my husband) to treat me like I am Princess The Most Special.
I’m also going back to work and that’s a very good thing. I’m most likely going to try working full-time for the first time in my life (see? spoiled princess!) and I am mostly excited to prove to myself that I can do it. So much of my life I’ve told myself what I can’t do, why I can’t do it, why I’m weaker than other people. I think I’m going to show myself that I can do a lot more than I thought, and that’s a good lesson to learn.
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